life is.... a game?

Maybe life really is a game thathas to be played.

I don't truely believe this at all.

I know there is a plan for me and it will all come in good time. I don't know what to do with this
"good time" in the meanwhile. What is there to do? My hopes and dreams are still the same as when I was a child but now at the beginning of my life, I don't know what to do. More than that, I don't know where to start.

The point of trials and the testing of faith is to be learn to "perservere so that you may be complete and perfect". But the light of hope seems dim when you can't see an end, even though you know it's there. Maybe it is like trying to find a light switch in the dark. You don't know where it is, it is just darkness. You know the switch is there but you have to let your hands and the wall find it before the light turns on.

I don't want to wish my life away.